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Saturday, October 6, 2007, 12:17 AM
there's so much to it.
things that happen this few days make me realised alot.i realised the importance of the people around me.
i realised how bad a consequences can be when you say the wrong thing.
i realised how much i'm into certain stuff.
as days get nearer to end of november, my fear increases.
i'm fear of losing this important thing.
i ought to be prepared for this day,
but still it would be hard to accept it, if it really happen
what am i suppose to do.?
everything is always not smooth for me.
Dearest Peining and Belinda,
Hope both of you would be okays.
Peining: Don't blame on Ber, you and i should understand how she feels as well. it's definitely not easy to let go. In the past, you told us you will let go but you failed and we were mad at you. Same goes for me, i told you girls i want to give up but i just can't and till you girls give up hope on me. I realised when it comes to such stuff, it's really not as easy as what we thought it's going to be.
Belinda: I'm sorry. I didn't expect Peining to get mad at you because of all this. Seriously, i'm pretty angry when what you say and what you did was completely opposite. But after thinking, i realised that was what i did in the past. It's exactly the same. 1st it was peining, then it was me, now it's you. Honestly, after trying so hard, i think it's better to just follow your heart instead of forcing yourself too much. you know yourself best.