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Saturday, December 8, 2007, 10:41 AM
just finished my pfp paper. one down.b4 i start studying again.
i shall take a break
chat with chloe about stuff
this year don't seems to be a good year
it's not a good year for people who i knew.
many things are happening.
no matter whether it is friends, family , studies or other random stuff.
it changes too fast that i can't even catch up with it.
FAMILY
i feel that i'm so unfilial.
i only go and see my grandma once every week.
i don't have the time due to term test.
if i were to go her house and study.
i bet i can't
cos it hurts to see her in this state.
her condition has worsened.
doctor say she's left with less than a few weeks.
she's depending on oxygen tank now.
before i go for my pfp paper
my mum forward the sms my cousin sent to her in the morning.
my cousin said that my grandma ask them to let her take medicine earlier,
so that she can sleep and ask them not to wake her up.
i don't know how i'm going to face all this.
FRIENDS
i don't know what happen to her.
she's no longer the strong girl i used to know.
she changed.
your words and action contradicts.
STUDIES
term test killing me.
after term test,
it's the deadline to meet for project submission.
RANDOM STUFF
who else.
i remembered you were there for me when you know about my grandma's condition.
but now.
i don't even know how you are doing.
we are not even on talking terms.
i dunno how to face you anymore.
i can only avoid.
sigh.
i'm tired of all this.
i guess i'm breaking down.