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Tuesday, January 8, 2008, 11:33 PM
life and death.stayed in hospital to accompany her yst till 7am this morning.
half an hour of sleep is all i have
went to school like a zombie today.
went to hosp again after proj meeting.
feel super tired and fell asleep.
came home with mum as she have to work tml.
i'm supposed to sleep.
but i can't.
seeing her suffering from breathing difficulty
seeing her wanting to say alot of things,
and yet she don't know how to put it in words.
seeing her state flucutating from one day to another.
it's something that i don't wish to happen on her.
from sat till today.
living in fear.
fear of receving unexpected phone call
fear of losing her
fear of seeing her suffer.
can some one please save her.
there were times when she can't recognise me.
there were times when she ask my mum where am i.
and when my mum say i'm in school,
she say it's too late.
there's time when she asked me,
"who is kai xuan's grandma?"
"where is kai xuan's grandma?"
i think it's so unfair.
why does she have to suffer in this way?
eating yucky medicine,
taking painful injections.
and yet her condition is still the same.
whys? ):
i know it well that i can't ask for her to recover
no point tellin me she will be okay when i know she wun.
i just hope that she will be pain free asap.
I LOVE YOU, AH MA! ):