part of the team in meridian JC for NSSCC(:

team talk after speed





the girls (:



overall, i think all tpsc did a great job in nsscc.
it's just part 1 of it and it's not over yet.
there's another round compeition next week.
let's hope we can maintain our standard,
but the best is to do even better.


speed for me was okays only.
i got pump while doing the 2nd route.
i dunno why.
i just hope next week would be better.

everything was suppose to be happy today,
but my mood took a turn in the evening,
everything is going against me.


talk to many.
and i realised problems seems to be loading up again.
ppl thinks i'm stubborn
and i agree.

also,people are telling me different stuff,
which i have no idea who to believe in.
i have no idea how to judge.
i feel super useless.

somehow,
i really does believe that best friend doesn't exist in this world.
it's not the first case.
to many,
boyfriend is more important that friend.
have boyfriend= no best friend.
both are "BF" but they have different standing.
not that i'm jealous or what,
but i just don't understand.

perhaps, that's the nature of human beings.

words before they got boyfriend always differ from words they say when they have a boyfriend
i think no one word's can be trusted.
i think i'm losing faith in everything.


i'm suppose to turn to you when i got problem.
but i'm not doing so.
cos we can't even solve our own problems.
all you do was to avoid and hoping for a better tml.
the cycle will jus repeat itself and everything's gonna be never ending.